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What day is it
and in what month,
this clock never seemed so alive...
I can't keep up,
and I can't back down,
I've been losing so much time.

'Cause it's you and me,
and all other people
with nothing to do,
nothing to lose.
And it's you and me,
and all other people.
And I don't know why,
I can't keep my eyes off of you...


ah what a nice song! and everyone should study/talk at the starbucks at united square because it's so nice!

i'll be there for you
these five words i swear to you
when you breathe i wanna be the air for you
i'll be there for you!

i miss singing this song <3 anyway i can't believe that martian's so mean! ):

and you stare at your phone, waiting for the message that never comes.

ah boo ): i dont know what's wrong with my computer i can't seem to see my blog Oo and there you wonder why i'm still blogging haha! and i have to reply tags by accessing my cbox account only so strange Oo

anyway ah this week is going to be such a stressful week, because of all the term papers that are soon due, and the research that we have to do for them.

but i am happy (: because i have read nice stuff on blogs! [this is entirely for my own viewing pleasure >.<]

Michelle: MANY MANY HEARTS TO YOU TOO YIJUN <3333333 Don't forget that!

xinning's blog!: i think all YJs are really really sweet! or so far, the ones i've met! (: or at least, so far every YJ i've met is damn nice! <3

KANG YI-JUN! thank you for going out with me yesterday though it was like a super short tea date! ): too short! but THANK YOU I LOVED TALKING TO YOU (: (: thank you for making me feel better and making me feel loveddddd (:

): and jiakang says it's probably referring more to another yj ): but it's okay i am still part of it! (:

and of course, bob's wonderful post about 2a2b! (which at the moment i can't post because the page is hanging!

but ah i can't wait for this week to be over :D haha because it'll be a slacky lastweek of the term, which i can use to catch up with more people yayyy! and then IT'LL BE MARCHHOLS YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY :D

and boo i feel so corrupted in class ): because we are (or at least i am!) finding out things that i dont really want to know ); oh my poor innocent mind!

haha dramafest was good (: and it was so fun watching our classmates haha!

WE LOVE YOU AARON ALWYN DARYL JASPER (:

haha you were all so cute acting :D

and haha these past few days have been GREAT (:

although grrr i found out bad things but haiyah i shall just pretend i don't know.

because you know what you have done

"Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference. " Mrs Deborah Tan told us of this quote sometime last year, and it's on princess' blog and i think it's such a wonderful blog! so yes, i shall learn to be more accepting of things i know i can't change.

but other than that haha it's been such a happy week (:

because touchrug is GREAT FUN (: even though it rained on friday! because we sat around and played i never :D TSKTSK haha and then when the rain stopped and the field was all muddy and flooded with water! we had to do crunches on it ): and then it was so gross cos when we sat down we all just screamed! haha but there is something quite fun and liberating about getting all muddy and dirty once in a while :D but YES I LOVE TOUCHRUG <3 because i have such WONDERFUL BATCHMATES AND SUCH PRETTY SENIORS :D

and today at dramafeste we decided that rj has quite a number of good looking guys :D haha you'll get used to us after a while because haha we either look for hot/cute guys or we look for cute couples :D yayyy (:

and i hope everyone has gotten over/ is getting over the emo mood soon! because it's really sad to be emo everyone should be happy (:

and i think i must thank EACH AND EVERYONE of my friends/ the nice people who made me happy by the little things they do (: THANK YOU and i shall do something in return for all the sad emo people (but you have to be reading this ><)

IF I KNOW YOU SOMEHOW OR OTHER, WHETHER YOU ARE A FRIEND OR AN AQUAINTANCE AND YOU'RE FEELING EMO YOU! I WILL GIVE YOU A BIG HUG! -HUGGGGSSS (: I LOVE YOU (:

so yes! bob and i shall be on our emo-busting quest (:

AH I'M IN SUCH A LOVEY DOVEY MOOD TODAYYYY (: I LOVE THE WORLD AND THE WORLD LOVES ME (: (or so i would like to think :D) haha because ah xinning i know you read this :D haha I LOVED TALKING TO YOU TODAY BUT BOO IT WAS TOO SHORT ): we should go out again soon! SABBYYY (: haha PHONECALL (: remember in sec two we would have once a week phonecalls which lasted hours long haha (: I LOVE TALKING TO YOU MY DEAR FRIEND (: and then i got silly and decided to read all the past letters! haha not all just the nicer longer ones (: and ahhhh i got all nostalgic!

i love bob's letters! LOVEEEEE (: "thanks to you (and 2a2b) i've learnt and laughed so much!"

" I'm sure that even if we haven't seen each other for 20, 30, 40 years, we can still talk like we've always done. All together, with everyone interrupting, talking and listening all at the same time. " AHHHH bob you say the nicest things (: because you have the ability to say very aptly in few words what we all feel (: and i'm sure even though we're in different jcs now ): we'll still kbox and have sleepovers often and remain VERY GOOD FRIENDS (:

and ahhh all of princess' letters! haha okay fine three of them haha ah DARLING I LOVE YOUUU (: because of "the memories the joy the tears and all that" <3! and i maintain that the greatest thing about being a CL was being a CL with you <3 and ah as i look back at the one year i wonder how we survived but i think i know the answer: BECAUSE WE HAD EACH OTHER (: haha this sounds so lovey dovey haha but YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU A LOT (: and yay i'm so glad we're in touchrug together yayyyyyyyyy (:

and jolyn! I THINK YOU OWE ME THE MOST LETTERS! hahaaaaa and my letters to you are always twice as long and they arrive twice as fast haha! but on the account of your valentines day thing you are forgiven :D haha i think we are really quite different and haha OPPOSITES ATTRACT :D but aww your booklet thing was so nice (: the cover page nearly made me cry (:

and jiakang! haha you write the shortest letters/cards but your cards are always so cute (: i especially like this year's card haha (: and your vday note was so sweeet (: haha i shant quote anything because it's quite embarassing >< haha but it's such a cute card haha! even though it's terribly late haha!

ah i think we should totally have a sleepover where we sing and sing and sing and watch all the idol dramas and bring all the letters we wrote for one another and read what others wrote to us, and what we wrote to others. and of course we'll bring our specs and tissue boxes because we'll cry and cry and cry ><

haha ah i miss secondary school life and friends and the environment so much!

and today is THINKING DAY :D so happy thinking day all the guides out there (: haha though probably only princess will read this, so HAPPY THINKING DAY TO YOU PRINCESS (: haha! :D

i remember when we got everyone obsessed about the thinking day song last year our whole class knew how to sing it haha :D

haha the humanz video is so fun to watch!

i can watch it a million times over and over again and everytime i watch it i can clap my hands in glee and laugh like a little kid haha! but it's all because of pok that i laugh so happily :D (pardon me pok!)




and ah BOBBBB YOU JUST MADE ME FEEL SO NOSTALGIC I MUST PROCLAIM MY LOVE FOR 2A2B HERE <3 <3 <3 <3!

i think you all are such WONDERFUL FRIENDS when i think back on all the nice stuff we've done for each other, the nice times we've spent together and i feel really happy to have friends like you all (: because i think not many people find such good friends in life and i can almost tell that you all will play big roles in my life already!

and i'm not going to give individual shoutouts to you all now if not i'll start crying haha BUT I REALLY MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH! and jolyn and jiakang! even though we're in the same class still it's just different from spending time together as 2a2b

AH THANK YOU GOD FOR SUCH WONDERFUL PEOPLE IN MY LIFE!

I LOVE YOU BOB JOLYN JIAKANG PRINCESS! (alphabetical order :D because i love you all equally muchhhh <3!)

i watched just follow law last night (this morning ><

and it was a very jackneo-ish show, very in your face insult the government humour, which makes you laugh in the cinema but i don't think it was his best show. in fact i think his recent shows dont measure up to the past ones like i not stupid <3!

but it made me think, because i realised how selfish i am/i'm being, and i need to learn how to be appreciative of the things and people around me, because sometimes you don't know how lucky you are until you see yourself from an outsider's point of view, like in the show. and i guess everything in life has two sides to it, so i shall look at everything from the positive side and then i'm sure i'll enjoy life more (:

pnp! <3

so thank you for the tags/smses and the convos on msn (:

because they are worth ten times more than the angpaos that i could have been out collecting that night! and i think that msn convo was one of the most meaningful/thoughtprovoking ones i had in a long time so thank you (:

haha i have a new classic line about swinging (: haha it's damn sweet haha :D

jiakang's party yesterday was so cute haha her neighbours are damn funny la! haha esp the youngest one! and zomg i felt so outoftouch with chinese! because we were trying to help the kids with the ddr, so we went zuo, you, zuo, shang, xia! and then i got so confused with all the chinese >< even though it's like damn basic haha! and they stomped so hard downstairs complained haha! and HOHO SCANDALOUS ahemahemm! :D

and today at kbox! i really miss all the fangirling and singing in class! when we can sing the same old song over and over and over again and not get tired of it, even though we probably annoyed everyone else around us! the times when we fangirl and jump up and down and gush over sweet lines and moments in ou xiang jus! i think we should totally have an ouxiangju sleepover soon! to watch liuxinghuayuan wangzi and aqmfs and maybe goong! woah i miss being able to do all this kind of silly things in class! that's why we need kbox outings and sleepovers so often if not i'd just totally die of like deprivation! ):

HAPPY CNY EVERYONE (: i hope you all collected enough angpao money to shop with! (:

and oh! THE HUMANZ PARTY VIDEO :D WATCH POK EVERYONE :D

Humanz Party 08A01A Dance

yayy (: enjoy (: even though the music is damn out of sync haha

and it has just been proven that no one cares.

this week was undeniably a great week, yes.

with all the love and chocolates and flowers and whatnot.



but when all the excitement dies down, and life returns to it's normal speed again, i just sit around and wonder sometimes.

i'm so glad for this week, really. because of everything; vday, take five, class, touchrug. and because yesterday cheriejie, martinkorkor and his fiance cooked dinner for us, and it was really great! and then melanie sleptover, and we talked and talked and talked until my throat hurt.

and i'm really thankful for my cousin dearest (: because it's really amazing how close we are because i know not everyone is this close to their cousins, and melanie and cherie are the most wonderful cousins anyone can ask for (: because we sit around and camwhore and shop and do silly things and ask silly questions like how to use tampons >< and basically we have lots of fun together!

but as i was talking to melanie last night, i suddenly felt this sudden sadness in my heart, because i told her a lot of things that i have never told anyone in school before, and then i realised how lonely i am sometimes. i thought i had so many close friends, but when i realised i said so much to melanie last night that i would never/ have never said to anyone else before, i realised how lonely i've been all this while. and this void isn't one that can be filled with words or hugs or anything. not permanently, at least.

and dont get me wrong, i know it's my fault. there are really a lot of wonderful people around me, but at times like this when mr hyde surfaces, i can't help but find a million reasons to hate my life. i dont know whether sometimes it's because i expect too much of you, but when i think of some stuff sometimes, i seriously wonder if i've made the right choices. but even if i haven't, what can i do?

i feel so alone sometimes, because yes i do have a lot of people to have fun with, but sometimes it all seems so frivolous, because what comes after the laughter is silence.

silence is golden?

i dont know where i stand in your lives sometimes. actually, i might not even know where you stand in mine. because sometimes i can't help but feel we're all on different wavelengths. our priorities, our ideals, our goals, our thoughts might even be polar opposites. and i think it's been really telling recently.

i think i need to be less dependable on other people. to be more independant and learn how to cope with being alone. because i guess it's the most secure, is it not?

i'm so glad i talked to melanie over these past two days, because i guess i really needed someone who would just listen to me go on and on without any preconceptions, and with her i felt like someone sortof really understood <3

and i know it's chinese new year, it's the festive season, and everyone is supposed to be radiating with joy and family love, but i guess i would probably be alright soon again, thankgod emoness is like a swinging pendulum, so at least i'm given some time to enjoy at the other end.

if you've bothered to read till here, thank you very much for bothering, and dontworry i'll probably be alright in a while.

today, bingwen should feel happy because he went out with four pretty girls (:

his girlfriends for monday tuesday wednesday thursday. but because today is friday, he went out with all of us :D





haha okay. that was the story we were supposed to tell if we saw anyone we know, but unfortunately (or fortunately) we saw no one we knew. haha.


yayy my cousin is sleeping over now, so i shall not blog too long and i shall talk to my wonderful cousin (: because we share the same opinion on most things so it's easy and nice to talk!

byebye loves (:

haha TODAY GOES DOWN IN HISTORY AS ONE OF THE DAYS WHERE I HAVE THE FUNNIEST CONVOS GOING ON IN MSN ! haha i laughed, clapped my hands, slammed the table and nearly rolled on the floor in front of my laptop!


HAHA and yay today was a great day as well (: still filled with love and gentlemanliness (:

haha even though social retardedness seems to be an epidemic in our class haha we love aaron for coining this term HAHA (:

anyway photos!

RETARDEDNESS COMES IN PAIRS :D

haha 08A01A IS THE LOVEEEEE! haha WE JUST LOVE COUPLE PHOTOS DONT WE :D

yayyy (:


HAHA couple photo at swensens!

LOVE PROCLAMATIONS on our hands haha and pok spoils the photo again haha!

DONUTSSSSSS <333333333

HAPPY VDAY EVERYONE (:

i am really very very happy today (: and i feel really really loved (:

and here, i shall publicly proclaim: I LOVE THE GUYS IN MY CLASS (:

haha and vday in jc is really fun! (haha maybe it's cos it's our first year since the j2s hardly looked half as excited ><) and you can really feel LOVE IN THE AIR (: haha and the anonymous delivery service is really cute! just that i'll never find out where my two roses came from! haha THANK YOU ANONYMOUS (:

and then looking at all the sweets chocolates marshmallows presents soft toys FLOWERS AND LETTERS (: sitting on my bed/ in my room now I FEEL SO LOVED (:

so thank you everyone (:

haha and for the benefit of the people not in my class! haha the guys in our class queued at the donut factory for three and a half hours yesterday to buy doughnuts for us and they sang/serenaded us with love songs (: which was really sweet haha! i should totally post videos and photos up soon (:

jolyn and jiakang! THANK YOU FOR YOUR ER BELATED BIRTHDAY NOTES AND VALENTINES NOTES (: <3 <3 <3!

thank you princess for your very nice note (:

thank you daryl for your puppy haha!

thank you aaron for your very nice and sweet note (:

thank you queenie rach mark joel jasper bingwen for your notes (:

thank you POKKKKKKK FOR YOUR REALLY PRETTY NOTE!

THANK YOU A01A swinging singles club for a wonderful dinner (: I LOVE YOU ALL (:

thank you anonymous-es for your roses (:

thank you everyone for the baked stuff and sweets which are so totally going to give me diabetes but nonetheless THANK YOU!

and thank you for the bouquet!

AHH I SHALL BASK IN THE LOVE TONIGHT (: haha i think today was really very dreamy and happy and totally not in a studying mode la please! haha it's so cute to see the school all in red and pink and everyone carrying balloons and flowers and presents all around (: LOVE IS IN THE AIR (:

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY EVERYONE (:

this has been a wonderful week (:
it is a lovely week (:
and it's going to be an exciting week (:

see what's there not to like about this week it's such a great week (:

yesterday we went shopping at queensway and ate muahchee and yami yoghurt :D

and today we baked (: and i just ate dinner with cheriejie at lemongrass (: so i'm nice and full now!

and tomorrow is vday (: LOVEY DOVEY DAY (:

yay friday onwards was happy (: haha

and tomorrow a new week begins!

and i start it off happily because I FOUND MY PENCIL CASE :D congratulate me :D

dance partner photos (: so pretty!


haha THANK YOU BOB PRINCESS JOLYN JIAKANG <3



aiyah blogger sucks with the image uploading i might just switch to lj soon or something.


ANYWAYY (:

humanz party photos: http://share.shutterfly.com/action/welcome?sid=8AaNGTdq5buGGU




and i've once again realised how many wonderful friends i have <3

jiakang for forever being on msn and listening to me say whatever i want to! i have so many msn convos with you my message history file with you became full and i had to create another file haha <3

jolyn! for coming online last night, and for advising me about some stuff (: <3 and today on the way home (:

wenny! for giving me about the gazillion hugs i needed this morning <3

pokk! for being there for me on msn too even thought right now i may not be in the best mood to talk!

bob <3 IT WAS SO COINCIDENTAL THAT I SAW YOU TODAY <3 but i was really glad i saw you too! because those like fifteen minutes of talking meant a lot!

and anna and rach for being so nice to talk to <3

and many many others la who said that they love me <33333 you all too

and i think the week will/should finally improve. anyway it can't get any worse that it is at this point right. and i actually have stuff to look forward to! like tomorrow there's no sch, and there's 414 lunch <3 which i so totally need! and then there's guides and sleepover with princess! and then saturday there's touchrug match, and sunday i might so shopping! so there too packed for me to think about anything else.

the week has been er eventful!

on friday it was such a GREAT DAY (: because we had sleepover (: and i always love sleepovers, especially when it's with my favourite friends (: and it was such a frivolous sleepover (for once!) with face masks and nail-painting oooh the incriminating evidence in my camera :D haha AND MY ONE AND A HALF MONTH LATE BIRTHDAY CAKE hahahahahah! but it was a blast as usual (: although we once again failed to catch the sunrise!

and humanz party was yayy (: i loved our dance! and i think we look quite hot as a whole la! haha the video's really nice to watch (: and our class had fun!

and sunday i shopped with melanie <3 COUSIN <3!

haha then monday was just like any other normal day! but then i got bitten by the SILLY INSECT THAT BIT ME AT GUIDES CAMP! and i had an allergic reaction at night and had to go to the hospital Oo so yeah i slept the entire tuesday away! and today i was back at school!

and today was really quite a bad day ): because i couldnt concentrate during lessons at all, and then after school was just terrible la! and i'm sorry to the guys (bingwen daryl and jasper) when we suddenly teared in front of you >< because i think we shocked you all quite a bit! but i dunno it's just that we've never seen it from that point of view before and it came as a shock! and jc is really terrible and complicated, when you see the people around you caught in entangled webs of relationships ):

but hopefully all will blow over soon!

and i'm finally getting down to selecting pictures to develop, and uploading photos online soon, so yayy wish me luck! i'm sure you want to see our wonderful photos too (:

yayy the week is such a happy week (:

it's much better than how it started out and i think the guys in our class are getting nicer (: haha! and today was muchfun camwhoring (not really actually!) and shopping haha WE'RE SORRY BRIAN! (but not like he'll see this anyway ><) but yayy I LOVE MY CLASS (: and i know few people can say it with conviction !

and tomorrow's going to be a GREAT DAY (: because there's touchrug which is fun! and we have humanzparty dance prep which is plain funny hahah! and i want to see the rest of the dance haha which is supposedly very cute i havent' seen it entirely, though i'm so glad that it's the guys doing all the er sexy moves hahah! and then there's sleepover YAYYYY OMG I CAN'T WAIT LA IT'S BEEN A MONTH SINCE WE'VE TALKED TALKED TO BOBBBB <3!

haha and on saturday it's PARTYYY (: with dance and booze oooooh!

haha YAYY (:

HAPPY HAPPY ME (: